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I cut myself again tonight, the first time ive done that in a long, long time. My mother asked me on the phone earlier if everything was alright. It isn't, but I didn't tell her that. Im getting closer to actually doing it. I wanted to do it tonight, but I need to write a few things down first. Say sorry to the parents, my twin brother. Also a few people here. They need to realise that they have nothing to do with me trying to end it for a second time. I know people won't understand, but I can't go on just being, I need a reason and unfortunately, I don't have that anymore :(
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gumper, please call a suicide hotline. Call someone so that you can scream or cry or whatever you need to do in order to let some of that pain out so that you can keep going. If there\'s anything I can do, tell me. You\'re better and stronger than this even if you don\'t think so right now
Ive sent another message to my brother. I only just stopped this time.
Im gonna have trouble hiding the scars on my wrists after this :(
Im basically begging my bro to come out here for a while to see if that helps settle me. Will post on how it goes.