Progress

I've just seen Rick..and I made real progress. I feel so undescribably at peace withmyself. The sun is comeing through my window, I even removed the curtains so I could have the whole window showing..and the cidadas are singing to meand I can hear every word they say. I'm thinking that this is it. and I am perfectly content with having this. Rick suggested that I explore having a God. I don't really have a higher power and the more I think about it the more I agree that my spirit has been running about frantically and now it has exhausted itself, kinda like breathed out all the toxins and sweated out all the lies. And I've dropped to my knees but not out of exhaustion, out of a craving and whole power that makes me want to contain this light and spread it on all my days and nights.  I am waiting for tonight.