Problems...

I'm having computer problems again. When I'm able to get online, which isn't daily anymore, my computer freezes after about an hour. I try rebooting it, but the darn thing doesn't usually start for 12-24 hours. Nice, huh?
Kathy's husband is supposed to try fixing it Thursday, but I'm not counting on him really showing up. He seems to have a memory problem - in his head, not his computer.
Saw my doctor Friday. I'm still having back pain, but my P.T. stops in two weeks thanks to Medicaid. Wonderful health care we have in this country - not! Also having pain in my right knee and lower leg. Will be trying some new gel on it twice a day. Oh, almost forgot. Something is wrong with my body temp. Even when the weather is hot and in the 90's, I seem to be freezing. They're doing blood tests to see if I have a thyroid problem. That's all I need!
I am having more bad memories of the sexual abuse. Dr. Martin says I need to talk with her about it, but it just isn't all that simple. On the other hand, I never thought it would be. I told her I'm not happy with my life, and something seems to have changed for the worse because I am no longer even content with it. She said she would see me next Tuesday. I hope I'm here for her to see next week.