Problems...
I'm having computer problems again. When I'm able to get online, which isn't daily anymore, my computer freezes after about an hour. I try rebooting it, but the darn thing doesn't usually start for 12-24 hours. Nice, huh?
Kathy's husband is supposed to try fixing it Thursday, but I'm not counting on him really showing up. He seems to have a memory problem - in his head, not his computer.
Saw my doctor Friday. I'm still having back pain, but my P.T. stops in two weeks thanks to Medicaid. Wonderful health care we have in this country - not! Also having pain in my right knee and lower leg. Will be trying some new gel on it twice a day. Oh, almost forgot. Something is wrong with my body temp. Even when the weather is hot and in the 90's, I seem to be freezing. They're doing blood tests to see if I have a thyroid problem. That's all I need!
I am having more bad memories of the sexual abuse. Dr. Martin says I need to talk with her about it, but it just isn't all that simple. On the other hand, I never thought it would be. I told her I'm not happy with my life, and something seems to have changed for the worse because I am no longer even content with it. She said she would see me next Tuesday. I hope I'm here for her to see next week.
Kathy's husband is supposed to try fixing it Thursday, but I'm not counting on him really showing up. He seems to have a memory problem - in his head, not his computer.
Saw my doctor Friday. I'm still having back pain, but my P.T. stops in two weeks thanks to Medicaid. Wonderful health care we have in this country - not! Also having pain in my right knee and lower leg. Will be trying some new gel on it twice a day. Oh, almost forgot. Something is wrong with my body temp. Even when the weather is hot and in the 90's, I seem to be freezing. They're doing blood tests to see if I have a thyroid problem. That's all I need!
I am having more bad memories of the sexual abuse. Dr. Martin says I need to talk with her about it, but it just isn't all that simple. On the other hand, I never thought it would be. I told her I'm not happy with my life, and something seems to have changed for the worse because I am no longer even content with it. She said she would see me next Tuesday. I hope I'm here for her to see next week.
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Hi Jim Glad to see your journal here.Also glad your Medicare nightmare is over.Sorry to hear you\'re having pains. That STINKS! Sometimes I think our bodies just sort of breakdown with age and the CP sure doesn\'t help. I wish doctors knew more about cp and aging. Try to stay strong. I know depression is not easy. Many hugs-Stephanie
I am glad you were able to get your medicaire taken care of also. I totally agree with you on the \"healthcare\" in this country, of all the developed countries I have often heard in college that ours is the worst. That we have the best medical treatments available, but the worst healthcare system and one of the highest infant death rates of all developed countries in the world, it really is enraging, when you think about the super rich, and how that 2% of the population has all the money, while the rest of us do good just to get the medical care we need. I could really get going on this subject, but I don\'t want to take over your journal here. I despise the medical system in our country.
I am glad you were able to get your medicaire taken care of also. I totally agree with you on the \"healthcare\" in this country, of all the developed countries I have often heard in college that ours is the worst. That we have the best medical treatments available, but the worst healthcare system and one of the highest infant death rates of all developed countries in the world, it really is enraging, when you think about the super rich, and how that 2% of the population has all the money, while the rest of us do good just to get the medical care we need. I could really get going on this subject, but I don\'t want to take over your journal here. I despise the medical system in our country.