Prison - Insanity - Death

If I continue on this path, one of the 3 choices will be all I have left.
Prison -- Not an option
Insanity -- I'm working on this now
Death -- Well, its coming "by reason of insanity" if I dont do something now
Just being brutally honest here... I see it coming.  I see myself going crazy.  Yes, I do have many other stressful things going on in my life right now, but this addiction is what will throw me over the edge --- IF I LET IT.

Note to self --- Don't let it!!!!