Preserved Memories

I have hurt Ruby and made her cry. I have threatened to kill her and her boy friend. I do not know if God will forgive me for this or not. But I want others to judge my behaviour. I may be putting each of her recorded e-mail with me here in journals. This is her first ever recorded e-mail to me. We had started chatting some where by the end of December 2007 and she was the one who introduced me here. Following is the text of her e-mail that has a link in it. I never explored the link. I will be seeing it now by myself. I may have been busy as she sent it to me. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indus_Valley_Civilization