Pray for us guys!!

So Curtis is having his surgery on the 14th.....Im having anxiety like crazy!!! Of course it doesnt help that im sort of in a funk because of the holiday season......I miss Curtis.. then I feel guilty about it because of Anisah......then I feel guilty about feeling gulity I just dont know. I dont think I can handle if something happens to Big Curtis...I dunno!!! Just pray for me....well for us guys!!! I miss you all!!!!
-Akisha