Pound Pound Pound Pound

This headache that never goes away is the worst!  I called the neuro ophthalmologist and asked for Tylenol with Codeine.  Now I'm wondering if pain management is even an option.  Also, I feel like I have ear infections but it's probably just the pressure, pressure, pressure. 
I made my follow up appointment a week earlier because my vision is weird again.  Two weeks ago I was fine. I sat in the backyard yesterday and just cried.  My husband saw me I guess because when I went to bed he asked why I was crying so I just told him my head just hurts so bad.
I lost another few pounds because just the thought of chewing makes my head hurt. I forced myself to eat today. 
I read a horrible story on the internet about a lady who had to have a brain shunt and then had all these complications.  I guess I should just stop reading the internet.  I'm hoping to find something positive but I have only read one positive story.
Working is difficult today the glare of my screen and constant watering of my eyes is just another irritant. I want my life back.