post suicide note

this is my post suicide notei have done it... i have survived i feel alive! i never once cuti never once drew a last breaththere is a purpose in this life of minei still hurt the pain wont go awaythe depression is still presentdid i attempt to commit, nodid i attempt to take my life, nothis is why it is post suicidethere is no heaven around methere is no hell eitheronly the emotions and pain i live through everydayi have survived the attack of my emotionsi still dont feel great i still dont feel fine but that is why im writing this post letter of minei was given inspirationhope, hope for tmrw hope for todayi shall not pay attention to some feelings i have--supress them eitheri know they are at my door and i will let them in one by onei have learned to detest all of my feelings good and badi shall not fret, but indeed bet you that this will take timethis is why i wrote this post suicide note of mine!