Positive thoughts

We had our ET yesterday, 2 perfectly perfect fresh embryos! We have 5 that will hopefully make it to the freezing stage too! Our whole experience with the ER and ET was different and I keep trying to stay positive about it.

We live in New England and have had some really cold weather this winter (as I know much if the country has) but with this the hospital that we use had pipes burst and it damaged the OR's so we were moved to another facility. We are thankful that we were still able to do the cycle!! However the vibe that I got was not as cozy. When we did the ER it almost seemed like thy could they us out fast enough (which DH says is fine because then I could come home and sleep) and during the ET they didn't even have me lay down after...it was transfer "go pee and you're good to go, good luck!" (Again DH was happy because he wanted to get home for the football game...haha!) I asked him if it was me or was it scary and he said "we'll last time we got pregnant but it didn't last, so maybe this one will last with a different experience!"

I'm trying to stay positive and I know that everything went well but I guess I just get scared. I want a baby more than anything. I've always been a child person, my mom calls me the baby whisperer because I can always settle little ones (I'm sure this will backfire when we have our own...haha!) I guess I'm afraid of failure.

Bottom line is, I hope the next 10 days go by fast and that at the end we have a little one to help us celebrate with!!!