Positive Thinking

Today I have tried very hard to stay positive. I have said good things about myself and talked about what would make me happy. I now believe that everyone has anxiety but it is how we learn to control it. Someone told me that God gives us more than we can handle. Well this  illness i suffer from is very strong.  God must also think I am very strong or I wouldnt be able to over come this. I have not yet but I am going to trust I am going to beat this illness and put it in its place. I took the first step today and although I had some anxiety with it i am back to feeling ok again. Small steps but positives steps is my goal for now. I am tired of the meds and the way some of them make me feel. They effect my sleep and when I tell the doctor they want to give me another pill so i can sleep. no way. i am done with the pills. i am staying with what i have for now and not adding anything. I was happy once withoaut meds and I will be happy again.