poor odie cat---2006

Wednesday, March 8 2006: put my poor cat, Odie, to sleep---though he probably would have lived many more years.
Odie was sick for awhile, with the ordeal to try and try to get him to take pills, and me taking whatever leftover psych pill to feel better, with result that overnight I felt a lot worse, enough so that the next day I put the poor cat to sleep.
Allegedly worthless caseworker I had dropped me off at the vet with my poor cat----if wasn't for my landlord, I would have carried the poor, dead, cat home.  Allegedly worthless caseworker would change the subject when I went crying to him about Odie.  And allegedly worthless caseworker always dismissed my complaints of hateful lowlifes at drop-in I was going to a few years prior---but didn't question my worries of my poor cat dying.
Days after I put my poor cat to sleep, allegedly worthless caseworker at my door with a smile on his face, as though nothing bad happened in my life.  I yelled, and cursed at him, though only through my door being ajar. 
Allegedly worthless caseworker could have made a MAJOR good impact in my life, if he had helped me with my cat.  Months later, I received an insurance settlement for a 2004 broken leg---I was so wracked with guilt that I gave a lot of the money away to a local cat shelter.  And many months later, I saw the allegedly worthless caseworker in a pizza parlor with two of his clients; part of his job was to take mentally ill clients out shopping and to restaurants.
January 2006 started with the kinda crack house behind where I live catching on fire---on eviction day for the lowlife scumbag living there.  The flop house adjacent to my building is also empty now; was another depressing influence.  And the upstairs lowlife is gone; he was on hud, but made lots of money illegally selling cigarettes he bought cheap from an indian reservation----he complained to hud in 2004 when a previous cat of mine was dying of cancer.
But, at least, I'm still here to write about this, on wednsday, March 6 2013....semi-anonymously in nepa, with photos of poor odie cat.
 
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so sorry about your kitty. Mine is getting older and I just dread the day I\'ll have to make that decision. Of course you need to get another one - when you\'re ready. It depends on your grieving process, but us cat people can\'t stay \"single\" for long, even if it takes a year or more. I\'ll say a prayer to St. Frances for your friend.
angel1313
angel1313

I SEE NOW THIS WAS BACK IN 06..........I SAW PICTURES FIRST BEFORE I SAW THIS ONE..........IM STILL REALLY SORRY ALL U HAD GONE THRU & STILL ARE,,,,,,,,,BREAKS MY HEART..........BUT U STILL GIVE ME INSPIRATION EVERYTIME I READ OR LOOK AT UR PICTURES....
LavenderHippie
LavenderHippie

(((((((Big Hugs)))))))))) so sorry you lost Odie....i really relate to you story in so many ways...i still feel guilty about having my Sammie put to sleep..back in 97..but i\'ll miss him forever.