POOHY--AWAKE!

YOU THINK THAT I WOULD BE FAST ASLEEP IN MY PEANUT SHELL ROOM, NO, POOHY I'M AWAKE AND ITS 3:00 AM, WOW, LOOK AT THE CRAZY 3, OH WELL. I'M JUST SO STRESSED THE HELL OUT OVER THIS DAM CAR ACCIDENT. I DON'T KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED, I'M A SAFE DAM DRIVER. THIS IS ONE REASON I'M SO AWAKE, MY STRESS LEVEL HAS REACHED ITS PEAK---BLAH. MY NERVES ARE SHOT, I JUST WANT TO BE ALL ALONE, CRAWL UNDER A ROCK SOME WHERE LIKE A WORM. DARN BRUISE ON MY ARM SOME HOW LOOKS BIGGER, MY SUGAR IS SKY HIGH, MY LEGS AND BACK IS KILLING ME, WOULD NOT WISH THIS DARN PAIN ON MY WORSE ENEMY, ALTHOUGH I DON'T HAVE ANY ENEMYS THAT I AM AWARE OF, BUT ONE NEVER KNOWS. CAN'T SLEEP ALSO CAUSE THIS PEANUT SHELL IS HOT, HAVE 2 FANS GOING, ITS NOT EVEN SUMMER, LET THE KID MOAN, I'M GETTING A AIR CONDITIONER, I HAVE TO. NOW SHE IS TALKING ABOUT LEAVING THE OLDEST HOME, SHE HAS TO SEARCH FOR A CAR QUICK, WE ONLY HAVE THE RENT A CAR TILL THE 16TH, NOT MUCH TIME, AND NO MONEY FOR A DOWN PAYMENT, THIS IS ALL MY FAULT, I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GONE OUT THAT DAY, I WISH MY CREATOR WOULD JUST CALL ME HOME ALREADY, WONDER WHAT HE IS WAITING ON??? I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ON HELLS EARTH, I HATE LIFE, I HATE STRUGLING, I HATE WAITING FOR PAROLE BOARD DECISIONS, ITS LIKE WHAT DON'T I HATE, IF ONLY I COULD LOVE ME, OR EVEN LIKE ME, I DON'T, AND ITS ONLY GETTING WORSE, I SHOULD BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT I HAVE, BUT COULD SOME ONE ELSE CARRY ALL THE BURDENS IN MY LIFE, I NO LONGER WANT THEM, NOR NEED THEM, MY PLATE IS FULL, I FEEL AS IF THIS IS THE TWIGHLIGHT ZONE, GRRRRRRRRR, WANT IT ALL JUST TO GO THE HELL AWAY......                                                                                                                JUST ME.....