poetry to vent...may trigger* **

 
You pull me in and once again I feel your hurt sink way deep down into me...
This familiar sting and aching pain of which I can't seem to break free...You manipulate me with your thick, silken lies,The insidously beautiful mask is your ultimate disguise.
You tell me to come and then bid me to leave,From your cold, callous grip I can't seem to find a reprieve...Your eyes stare right through me..chilling me to the bone,I can find no solace in your world as your heart is surely stone.
I must break free or drown in this misery that engulfs youTo love and be loved is all I ever wanted to do...You took my love and turned into a bitter, twisted agonySo now I will take back my love and from You..I will break free. Joanieslegacy