Pneumonia

Well today is a wonderful day in my life I woke up this morning feeling like someone had took a bat and beat me senseless. My relationship seems like it is going to all hell. All I want to do is find love and be happy I never thought that would be to much to ask for. Now I have to deal with having pneumonia on top of the shitty ass attitude that my ole man has all because i wanted him to go to the dr. with me and (in my whiny voice) I don't like hospitals is the excuse he tells me... I mean its not like he had anything better to do but lay around the house playing on his freakin cell phone...I guess in time I'll have enough patience and nerves to just say "F...k It" and let it go and him alone with it....Im tired of feeling like I am in love by myself...
 
I tell you having pneumonia is not something that I would wish on my worst enemy...take care of yourself no one wants to have this and I don't even know how I got it all I do is stay home... crazy huh??