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well things are just plain crappy. trey and i never never talked last night but he was again in a bad mood. he slept for awhile and i guess to be nice, he made dinner. he knew i was still really upset, especially since he has been drinking alot more lately. i woke up around 4ish and he was still awake and drinking. things got tense quickly and we fought. i will spare all the details, but what it comes down to is the fact that trey will most likely be leaving for a bit. he's going to go down to his moms for a few days a few weeks who knows. i dont know when he is leaving...but i am sure it will be for the best. we really do just need sometime apart. obviously i am not in the best place right now...but hopefully it will get better.i also dont know when i will be back on here. i just really need to get myself together. i dont know how i am even going to get thru the day without crying. but i will try to make the best of things and hope for the best.chances are, i wont be away very long. i dont handle being alone very well, so i am sure i will do the best to keeo busy. maybe over the weekend i will treat myself to a drink or two. i think i deserve it! anywho...i love you all and i will get back to you all when i am able to!
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hry baby im so sorry you and trey are going thro these problems...i kno its hard but i think him moving to his mom for a while is a good thing,i just hope he stops the drinking wen he is away coz i kno that coz probs on its own...hey baby i kno u need to spend tym off ds a bit but plz remember we all here for u thru this..you not alone..so wen ever u down and need to tlk then u kno where to find me/us...
always remember you a great person...no one can change that no matter wat you are going thru...
if u ever need me my yahoo is duwyneclayton@yahoo.co.uk..its my messenger and my email...here if u need to tlk
Mindy..im so sorry for all this shit. you don\'t deserve it. im here whenever you need me, you have my number. i love you and hope your ok. take all the time you need away from DS..ill miss you though. your in my thoughts, i hope you guys can work through this.
Hang in there I have been at that point with my wife several times and it is never good. On my first marriage it was the hardest part to let go of some whom I loved but we had grown apart form each other. I hope the time alone for you both will put more perspective in both of your lives. No one wants to be alone but sometimes it is the only way you can sort things out with out disractions. I will pray for the both of you.
i\'m so sorry to hear of this.....you are in my prayers...don\'t give up......hang in there...and cry if you need to you...sending you love...
Mindy, i\'m so very sorry, that you and Trey are going through rough time. i feel so bad. please take very good care, collect your thoughts, and re-energize. things will be fine, i am sure. i am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. big comforting hugs!
\"IT IS WHAT IT IS\" SISTER, I know when shit happens ya just gotta take a fuckin break and mellow out!! Your not alone my sis! It\'ll work out, Take a Deep Breath. Love and Respects John
That really blows, it is very sad. I know I would hate it if me and my bf who I live with were in the same situation. I really hope things work our between you both and that he is not gone for too long. I think time apart can be good, but I think if you spend too much time apart then you are getting in the danger zone. I\'m sorry that he has been acting that way, I wonder if his parents will talk some sense into him? I also don\'t do well alone so my heart really goes out to you! You can get through this but I really hope that things get better between you both! Take care of yourself in the meantime.
I can definitely relate to not liking being alone. Physically you will be alone but everyone here including me is here for ya anytime.
Take time to manage your life and we will be here for you. Sorry to hear things are crappy with Trey. Time apart will be good. Weekends almost here and you can regroup. God bless you friend. Cry tonight when you need to. Love and hugs, jennay
I\'m so sorry to hear what\'s going on with you and Trey and all that you are going through. I hope that taking some time alone will help you out. I\'ll miss you. I\'m always here if you need me.
(((((((((( Mindy )))))))))) i love you girlie! i am hurting with you and for you. i know you love trey very much, and are hurting really bad right now. my hope and my prayer is that he will love himself enough to want to get better and stop drinking. as much as we love and care for other people, we can\'t fix them. although, i know you already know that. you are a brave and extremely strong woman. (even if you don\'t feel like it) please call on me for anything, and know that i hold you in my heart. xxx
hi- i am sorry to hear the news. i will send you a message now.