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well things are just plain crappy. trey and i never never talked last night but he was again in a bad mood. he slept for awhile and i guess to be nice, he made dinner. he knew i was still really upset, especially since he has been drinking alot more lately. i woke up around 4ish and he was still awake and drinking. things got tense quickly and we fought. i will spare all the details, but what it comes down to is the fact that trey will most likely be leaving for a bit. he's going to go down to his moms for a few days a few weeks who knows. i dont know when he is leaving...but i am sure it will be for the best. we really do just need sometime apart. obviously i am not in the best place right now...but hopefully it will get better.i also dont know when i will be back on here. i just really need to get myself together. i dont know how i am even going to get thru the day without crying. but i will try to make the best of things and hope for the best.chances are, i wont be away very long. i dont handle being alone very well, so i am sure i will do the best to keeo busy. maybe over the weekend i will treat myself to a drink or two. i think i deserve it! anywho...i love you all and i will get back to you all when i am able to!