Please, pray for me!

Today I went to see my General Practitioner, she did a whole bunch of tests on me and she said I have to start walking if I want to lose weight. My ex-Psychiatrist is her brother and I felt very sentimental because we are like family and her brother doesn't want to be my doctor anymore.  What happened was that the last time I was in the hospital, he went on vacations and left me with another doctor and it's not the first time this happens, I know it's partly my fault for leaving him for another doctor but he knows me so well.  His sister  tried talking to him about me and he said that he doesn't want to be my doctor anymore cause I had changed doctors too many times.  I started crying and couldn't stop and I got very nervous.  The Psychiatrist I have right now is the one that gives ECT's in the hospital and all she does is talk about them, I'm not saying they don't work, but I don't think I need them.  I do have many problems in my life going on that can make me feel deppresed and anxious.  Please pray for me and if any of you have an advice, please tell me.  Blessings, Ivonne(Bonchi)