please i need somebody to talk too

please if any body would like to talk to me i really could use somebody right now. i was suposed to work today but i was sent home and told to come back to talk to the manager tomorrow at 2 i have not clue what is wrong. they took me off from today and tomorrow. the only thing that is going through my head was that i was fired, and i was going to transfer down to illinois. why can't i have anything good happen to me besides finding somebody to spend my life with. i thought the meds was helping but now with this happening to me i am not so sure. bad thoughts is going through my head and i have nobody around me i am trying to stay strong but its not working.i don't know what to do. my head hurts really bad. what a horrible thing to make a good weekend turn out bad.