please i need somebody to talk too
please if any body would like to talk to me i really could use somebody right now. i was suposed to work today but i was sent home and told to come back to talk to the manager tomorrow at 2 i have not clue what is wrong. they took me off from today and tomorrow. the only thing that is going through my head was that i was fired, and i was going to transfer down to illinois. why can't i have anything good happen to me besides finding somebody to spend my life with. i thought the meds was helping but now with this happening to me i am not so sure. bad thoughts is going through my head and i have nobody around me i am trying to stay strong but its not working.i don't know what to do. my head hurts really bad. what a horrible thing to make a good weekend turn out bad.
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Molly, I don\'t know the whole story but many times I always go to the worst possible thing. One time my supervisor asked to see me and I became physically I\'ll because I thought I was in trouble. Trynto stay in the moment and don\'t over think what it ismallmabout. That is what my docs. Told me anyway. I admit it was almost impossible to do. But I will hope for the best for you. Hang in there. Right now I am having a fight with myself about whether I can work or not. It is cliche but I am trying to look at it as if one door closes, another will open. Hang in and I will keep you in my thoughts. Aiyanna
Dear little bear. I\'m sorry u feel so bad. You have to stop thinking that everything is going to b bad. That negativity can only make things worse. You have to believe that good is all around you. Only you can do this. Believe in yourself. I know it\'s not easy I have to keep reminding myself that I\'m a good person and deserve good things. You need to do the same thing. Take a few minutes out of every day and tell yourself (not aloud if you wish) you are strong and good and deserve all that you want. It\'s a tall order, I know, but if you practice a few minutes every day and increase the amount of time (if you can) and after a while you will start to feel better about yourself. Even though I don\'t write very much I still love you little bear. Let me know how you are doing and if you are still moving. I believe in you and your strength and I will pray every night that you r dealing with life in a positive way. Gotta go now. My MS makes it difficult to sit and type for a long time. Hot weather always makes it worse. So if you don\'t hear from me it\'s only cause I\'m feeling shitty. But don\'t ever think it\'\'s cause I don\'t care. I love you sweetie. Hear from you soon. Love J.