Playing Catch Up
I feel like I haven't been on here for a long time....so much is happening. First, I want to send a big CONGRATS to all my DS sisters who are now Preggers! I am praying that all goes well for you. Second, a fingers-crossed to all who are PUPO or starting a new cycle, or waiting....I know all too well about that game.
As for me....well..I have been extremely busy with work and family and everything else you can imagine. I finally got all the scarred tissue removed from my utures and now I'm just waiting to go back to the doc for my post-op. Hopefully, we can start scheduling out our new cycle. Since the fertility clinic that has our egg will be closed during the last few weeks of December into Janurary....it will more than likely be mid-Janurary when we implant. I'm not too worried about it....just want to start already.
I know it sounds weird but...I was always scared that I could NEVER get pregnant and now...I'm scared that I won't be able to hold them in long enough....DH says that it's just nerves and that I know that I wouldn't stop trying for anything. He's right! I am not going to stop until I am holding my precious baby in my arms...
Fingers-crossed ladies!!!!
As for me....well..I have been extremely busy with work and family and everything else you can imagine. I finally got all the scarred tissue removed from my utures and now I'm just waiting to go back to the doc for my post-op. Hopefully, we can start scheduling out our new cycle. Since the fertility clinic that has our egg will be closed during the last few weeks of December into Janurary....it will more than likely be mid-Janurary when we implant. I'm not too worried about it....just want to start already.
I know it sounds weird but...I was always scared that I could NEVER get pregnant and now...I'm scared that I won't be able to hold them in long enough....DH says that it's just nerves and that I know that I wouldn't stop trying for anything. He's right! I am not going to stop until I am holding my precious baby in my arms...
Fingers-crossed ladies!!!!
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Good to hear from you! So glad you had your surgery. I am so hopeful for your next cycle and glad that your DH is so supportive. This WILL happen for you!!
Great to read your update. Sounds like a good plan -- get through the holidays as well.
Glad you are not giving up!! Neither am I.
So good to hear from you! I\'m happy to hear you are on the road to recovery and beginning a new cycle! Knowing you will never give up is great. You WILL be a momma! Your fears are normal, especially considering what you have been through. Your body is in a much better place now and I\'m sure you will have a much greater chance of success.
Glad to hear your doing well and are on the road to recovery. Welcome back to the crazy rollercoaster
happy to see an update from you and excited to hear your plans for the future! i don\'t think its weird at all to switch from fearing you won\'t get pregnant, to fearing you won\'t stay pregnant. i think we all go through that if we are lucky enough to get pregnant. hang in there! xo
I was thinking of you the other day and my baby is now 3 months old and we were originally pregnant at the same time. I am glad you are doing O K and I am excited that you are going to try again in the New Year. Good luck and keep us updated. :-)
So excited for you! I know how you are feeling all too well. I was always worried about getting pregnant. After we lost Mason it turned into worrying about carrying to term. Then with Easton I lost faith in doctors as my dr assured me my transvaginal cerclage would work. I can tell you...your TAC will work! You will still worry...everyday. The anxiety after incompetent cervix is no joke. You will breeze through milestones and the gestation you lost your babies. Trust your TAC!