Pity Party..

So today I threw myself a pity party after another BFN test, cried screamed, and told my self that it's not meant to be. Then I came on daily strength and saw that there are women who have 2, 3,4, and evenĀ  miscarriages, carried babies to 40 weeks and they passed away AND CHOSE to get back up and try it again and some have had the joy to FINALLY get their babies. I am in tears to see that REALLLY I AM. That is what gives me the strength to HOPE that one day I will get to look in my babies beautiful eyes and say that you are worth it. Some of you have been through more than I can even grasp, yet you chose to do it again. It means so much to gather hope, courage, and strength from you