pissed

pardon my language but im fuckin pissed off i as well as others has lost a fucking good friend and im pissed i know i shouldnt be and should respect there wishes but shit we are a family and now theres a huge fucking hole right in the middle of my heart because im missing my friend its not fair ,i shouldnt be so selfish and just let it go but i cant i dont have that many friends and the ones i do have i cherish .Yes im angry and yes im upset this person was my buddy they were my someone i could turn to for a smile and it only took a word to calm me down, i know i never told them this but they did .Im sorry for venting but this is how i feel ive been sitting here for about 6 hours just thinking ive said my piece

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swampy.... xx theres a hole in mine too. but you know no one will ever take her away from us. not really. our good friend will be back in time. big cuddle bro xx
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thanks sis it will be so
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swampy what the hell has happened I am still not right good at navigating this thing. I hope your friend has not done something awful please let me know I am concerned Nick x
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no nick they havent done anything awfull mate its just the way that they have left us so sudden is all and the reasons behind it
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swampy,
we have all been through so much ...hope the venting helped...it\'s good to rid yourself of those negative feelings they hold us back...our friend is stopping along the path to enjoy the shade tree she will proabbly find a short cut and jump out and spook us!!! or maybe we cna leave a trail of chocalates and she will find her way!!!
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swampy
sorry to hear about your buddy leaving like that but dont be sorry about venting and i hope that you feel better soon mate.
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Swampy, maybe they are going through some stuff of their own. I don\'t know but could you give them the benefit of the doubt? Only you can say. We all have friends who have hurt us badly for no good reason as far as we can tell. Does It hurt? You betcha sweet arse it does!! I know how you feel but if this is what they want then unfortunately you won\'t be able to change their mind.
Big hug.