Physical Appearance

I am so frustrated that I care so much what people think about my appearance. It is so hard to go back in to the dating world where physical appearance is so important in the beginning. My ex husband always thought I was beautiful and I've had boyfriends who would tell me how beautiful and sexy I was - but it's so painful to start over and feel so ugly and unlovable.
When you add in the stigma of being divorced it can become overwhelming to think about ever being loved again.
It just makes me mad that I all of a sudden feel so worthless because I can't put "slender, or athletic & toned" on a dating profile. 

This whole thing is just so stupid. That absolute strangers can just make me hate my body. It's crap.