Phycilogical pain.

I can't believe what i've been through.I talked to a thearapist today.Just another day for me and i told her all the stuff i'm dealing with these days,and i told her i was in severe pyhcological pain sometimes,to much of the time ,and that it brings me to tears and all i can do is sit there and squirm like a red hot bainet piercing through my brain,into my soul and through the core of my being like a nagging disabling pain that i cant make go away no matter what  i do except for pain meds.I just thought i had to deal with it and she said it is probably a matter of changing your medications around so the way she looked at me after hearing me let me know i am a tuff little mofo to be able to stand and deal with it,but now it makes me sick to think how bad it is sometimes like i'm a prisoner in agony while the world goes on around me.I pray that some kind of medication can make this all go away and i can just wake up.