Phone call
Yesterday was 3 weeks since Dina passed. Seems impossible that 3 weeks have passed already. I was at work and I found myself wondering, for the first time, when she was going to call me that afternoon. She was a teacher when she was healthy and working so she was always out of work before me. She would call me most days during her ride home. As I thought about it I realized I probably hadn't thought of that before because she hasn't been working since mid-October. Early on it was because she had surgery and was then home recovering. Since Decemebr it has been because she was in the hospital. And my work schedule hasn't been normal since December 14. I had been either working from the hospital or in the office a couple days a week for half days and finishing up at the hospital. So I haven't been in the office at the time she would have normally called in a long time. That changed this week and wasn't fun to think of.
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I understand how you feel . it\'s slowly gets a little better each day. You just need to remember all the good days and times you had with her. My hubby lost his first wife. So when him and I got together I married into five children and had one with him. It was hard but I always tried to make sure to tell the kids about their mom. what has help me get through each day is to find pictures and remember not only the good but some of the bad and just tell him everyday how much I love him. I would find our favorite spot and just sit as if he was right there next to me enjoying whatever it was I was doing.