Personal Thoughts On Where I Am

First off, I want to thank everyone who took time to check out the pics I posted, that really was sweet to read your comments. Now, you know, most of the time lately I feel like I'm in a real settled place overall but then this fear seems to jump out at me & my mind goes way off base somehow.  I'm realizing that hubby's treatment day of December 1st is sneaking up on us & I all of a sudden get this fear of the unknown for the next while after that.  I have  moments where it's hard to catch myself & regroup & refocus on faith that the Lord will help us walk thru this.  But you always hear that nasty "what if..................." that hangs around. But I myself think I'm doing good most of the time.  If there's one big thorn with me it would the sleep issue.  I guess everyone has their "lupus thing" they have to carry & I guess that is mine.  At least I've got good spells then bad spells so I'm sort of balanced alot of the time. I started a new multi vitamin.  It seemed every time I opened a magazine or flyer I was always seeing info for this line of vitamins so I started to pay attention.  They have one that is a multi plus daily bone builder.  My hip has been not too bad alot of the time lately but it still depends on how much I do in a day.  I've sort of wondered if always seeing that vitamin line every time I opened a book was a little hint from our Lord. Anywho thats abt it for now.  I wish & pray for our Lord to help & guide all of you.  May you find strength thru him for any troubled moments you have in your days.