Perimenopause

Hi to you all!! I am Apey.  I am writing to see if there is anyone else out there that may be going through this. I am married no children except 4 legged ones. I am going to be 48 on Monday April 28th.My life did a total turn around about 6 weeks ago. I have not felt the same since then. I have a hard time functioning. Loss of appetite, hard time sleeping, anxiety is off the chain, crying a lot, depressed, foggy brain and just not being me. I have not been to work this past 2 weeks and I do not know when I will be able to go back. Started therapy and was told most likely all coming from perimenopause. I  am reading books trying to take hold of the situation. Every day and every minute is like a fight for trying to feel normal and not  losing your mind.I never thought I would be feeling like this. I even had to cancel my trip to Boston for my nephew's graduation because I feel so terrible. I feel awful letting my family down as well as myself. I just want to feel normal again!!