People, ugh, I can't tell when I need to be left alone.

A friend stopped by today. i thought may be it'd be good for me. Not good at all. Like the Spirits need me to just concentrate on them and he stayed like way too long. Oh fuck my fucking skin is crawling and I just am going to curl up on the floor and keep listening to music. May be I can fall asleep and probably have some fucking dream. it never stops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!