People Suck

Well I got a letter today from the place I applied for and I didnt get the job. I am sure it was because of my vision loss but they would never say it. I just had a feeling. It just means that there is another job out there for me. I have to stay positive.  My rat Baby Boy is sick. He has a nuerological problem which is common in rats when they get older. Which he is. He is 4 1/2 yrs old. Well he is draggin his back legs. He is on medication. It seems to be helping him some what. So that is good. He now has a lump on his chest. So he is going to the vet on friday. I called them today. It could be a possible tumor. But we will see. (crosses fingers) I am not ready for him to pass away. I am scared he will soon or I will have to make the descion to put him to sleep. (sigh) I love him with all my might. He is my little boy.  Well I have a migrain so I am gonna get ready for bed.