People are crazy.

Well, I was just informed that all of Lynns friends are saying I am the reason he is gone.  Apparently some are saying that I gave him the pills.  They are saying that its all my fault.  How in the hell do I cope with something like this now on top of everything else??  I love that man with all my heart.  Here I am grieving everyday for my love that is gone and this....person tells me all this.  I feel like Im gonna lose it now.  I cant handle this.