PCOS Wins again!!

Well my fiance and I were trying to have a baby together, naturally and with fertility drugs.  We had been trying for about an year with no success, as it was very hard for us because we had a longvdegr distance relationship and I only got a chance to be with him a few times a year.  However, my RE put me on 50mg of Clomid, that didn't work, so without my RE approval, the next time we tried I took 100mg of Clomid still didn't work.  
I have done so much to try and improve my fertility chances, losing weight, having tests done, and surgery to see what else could be going on besides my PCOS, everything always seems to come out fine even my hormone levels!!  All the BFN's really took an emotional toll on me and my fiance because he and I really want kids.  I told him from the begining that I would have trouble having a baby but I guess that didn't register in his head with him.  So 3 weeks ago he decided to end things which I thinks is partially because of my infertility issues.  As always PCOS wins again..I really dont understand why it didnt work because I had all the ovulation pains and everything.  Now I'm alone because of my infertility issue. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Your never alone. There is a sea of us that are suffering with you. Your a champ and you can get through this.
chinag
chinag

Aww it will be ok! We all goin thu the same thing an it is not easy I been thu a lot myself a little similar to your situation and someone good walked in my life don\'t give up keep trying good luck it will get better!
bamachic
bamachic

Thank you ladies i really appreciate your support..during this hard time :)