Pathways and Crossroads

So today is Saturday and I woke up early this morning. Im feeling grateful to be alive. My life is in such transition right now. I feel like my energy is all over the place. I am kinda at a crossroads with myself. Do I jump and have faith that I will make it, or stay where I am?? I feel like I may make it, but then what? Fear of the unknown keeps me stagnant and familiar..not good. I feel that the Universe will support me but is just waiting for me to leap. I think a lack of a support system often keeps me from leaping. Wasn't always like that, I used to be my own best motivator. I guess life changes things though. Well, I am here to meet new people that I can possibly encourage by being transparent and open. It would be nice to meet others just to talk with about common goals, etc. Sometimes our packages aren't the prettiest ones on the shelf, however that may be the most valuable to someone. Decisions, decisions...