PATHETIC LOSER
Well most of yall know my hubby had surgery about 3 weeks ago! Well we found out one side of the goiter was a size of a grapefruit and the other side was size of a golf ball. Well 3 weeks later he is doing great and went back to work yesterday!
Well along with all that and life in general. Iam still job hunting and still hunting for money. Lets just say its gotten so bad my mom asked me what I want for my birthday and I cryed telling her I NEED UNDERWARE! She though it was funny but I said how poathetic am I to ask for underware for my birthday? Thats when you know your broke and only have 7 pairs of underware. I had a complete breakdown. I felt like a pathetic piece of shit. I normally ask for a new purse or something like that not UNDERWARE. Well thanks to my mom I have new underware. and feel like a new women.
Heres a toast to feeling like a low life pathetic loser!
Well along with all that and life in general. Iam still job hunting and still hunting for money. Lets just say its gotten so bad my mom asked me what I want for my birthday and I cryed telling her I NEED UNDERWARE! She though it was funny but I said how poathetic am I to ask for underware for my birthday? Thats when you know your broke and only have 7 pairs of underware. I had a complete breakdown. I felt like a pathetic piece of shit. I normally ask for a new purse or something like that not UNDERWARE. Well thanks to my mom I have new underware. and feel like a new women.
Heres a toast to feeling like a low life pathetic loser!
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You\'re not a low life, or pathetic, or a loser! You\'ve been given a garbage hand, and unfortunately, life makes us play every round. None of this is your fault or a reflection on who you are! Yes, it sucks and yes, it\'s miserable. But it\'s not you. Never think that it\'s you. I know what it\'s like to feel like you\'re scraping rock bottom when trying to muster the strength to keep going. But, surprisingly, there\'s always a bit left. Hang in there. And don\'t beat yourself up, hon.
You are not any of the above! Life is really dealing you a crappy hand right now, but that doesn\'t reflect on the person that you are. Hold your head high and hang in there Carrie. You are an amazing, strong woman!!!!
You are not a loser! If anything you\'re thinking responsibly. The older I get the more practical things I ask for as gifts. Enjoy your time at the haunted house this season. Hoping for the best!
Thanks ladies! And life is dealing me a crappy hand. I just wish things could turn around for once. Iam the first one to take low blows at my self. hubby has been so helpful during this time but it seems there is no light at end of the tunnel just deep darkness. Hubby asked me tonight what I wanted for my birthday besides the iphone I have asked for, for the last 9 mths. A I said is a job.