past few days

These last few days have been hard and i'm not going to lie i haven't had the best mind set. School is officially over and i didn't do to hot this semester, but worst of all my best friends who i call my sisters are graduating and i will be alone next year :( The summer has begun and he will be here soon, i'm not sure if i'm ready to face him again and fight this war again. He says he does it because he's bored, so i'm force to fight for my life because of his boredom.....I wish things was different