Past 6 months

It has been a hard 2 weeks full of despair.  My H has been so supportive and has pledged to spend the rest of his life trying to make this up to me.  I am feeling more hopeful and I am feeling flashes of the love I used to feel for him.  I sometimes think I am letting this hurt go too fast but I do love him.  Maybe I am weak.  I think he does love me but lost his way for awhile.  He was so selfish.