part three sun dance experience this

last day ..........durning a special ceromoney ...all the spirits who had come to me in my first. vision ..came back ...they were ..every ware the sundancers were ......next to each of the sundancesr ..starting from the.sacraid tree.   to one side of the dancer and than from the other side of the dancer to as far as I could see were spirits ....going around dancing with the sundancers .....helping them giving them ..energy .....courag ....uncondional love .... there were a rainbow of lights all around ...I can't do it Justus ..in the telling ..you just had to be there ....I was so over welemed ..I started crying .....and I was smiling so big I was having such a hard time containing my self ...and I did not want to be disrespectful in any way ...but ..what I was feeling just could not be contained ....so the ters were falling dowen my face ...I was just about balling ...and ...smiling so big I was almost laughing out loud .....I did laugh out loud a cupple of times ....good thing we were far apart at that time .......this went on for well over a houre .................later that evening ...I felt I owed ..the other dancers an explanation ...for my behavour .....I docent want anyone having the wrong idea or thinking I was being disrespectful .....so at  the sacred fire I told everyone what was going on ....with me ....what I was seeing .....how the spirits were there for all of them ..............