PART 2 - AWFUL WEEKEND ....
As if SATURDAY wasn't BAD ENOUGH.... then SUNDAY ended up being a Terrible Day as well ! Around 10:30 PM Sunday Night My Bf decided He was going to go to BED. That alone would have been FINE with Me, EXCEPT that like He does sometimes - Earlier Yesterday He had UN-HOOKED the Computer where He KNEW I couldn't get it all Hooked back Up AGAIN ! He knows it's too hard for Me - with My BAD KNEES - to stand up, and bend over the Back of the Computer Table to hook up ALL of the Wiring AGAIN ! So I asked politely IF He would PLEASE Hook up the Computer AGAIN before He went to BED ?! He YELLED BACK AT ME... " NO !!!! "I said.. " FINE ! ", and I was going to simply leave it at that.I would have just watched TV, or whatever, till I felt tired.BUT... He wouldn't LET it be left at that ! INSTEAD HE INSISTED that I try to Hook the Computer Back UP ! I started making an ATTEMPT at it, and JUST AS I WAS GIVING UP... AND SIMPLY ABOUT TO USE THE END OF MY CANE TO TURN OFF THE SWITCH ON THE POWER STRIP.... HE EXPLODED ON ME !!!!! HE SCREAMED AT ME TO STOP... AND GET AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER BEFORE HE BEAT ME !!!!! I QUICKLY MOVED TO MY RECLINER CHAIR AS FAST AS I COULD.... BUT IT WASN'T QUITE FAST ENOUGH, SINCE BEFORE I COULD SIT DOWN... HE HIT MY LEFT SIDE... JUST ABOUT IN THE SAME AREA AS HE HAD HIT ME THE NIGHT BEFORE - WHEN HE HAD HIT MY UPPER LEFT THIGH AREA ! He HIT ME so HARD I screamed Once, and started Crying, but quickly sat down... FROZEN... BUT SOBBING... AND SCARED !!!! I was SHAKING, AND TREMBLING, AS HE RUSHED OVER TO THE COMPUTER AND STARTED HOOKING IT BACK UP.... AS HE TOLD ME THAT HE EXPLODED AT ME BECAUSE I WAS TO NEVER EVER PUSH ON THAT POWER STRIP WITH MY CANE LIKE THAT ! HE CLAIMED THAT I WOULD HAVE DESTROYED IT BY DOING THAT !... AND HE ADDED THAT THE NEXT TIME HE SEES ME EVER REACHING TO TURN SOMETHING OFF WITH MY CANE... THAT HE'LL BEAT ME FOR IT !!!!! Of course, simply to TRY TO CALM HIM DOWN... I agreed that I would NEVER do it AGAIN... and I kept saying OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.... " I'M SORRY... I'M SORRY.. I'LL NEVER DO IT AGAIN ! "But My Apologies I guess weren't enough to calm Him, because that's when the NAME-CALLING STARTED !!!! HE STARTED CALLING ME ' FAT PIG ', AND CAME UP TO ME WITH A COUPLE OF WRAPPED HERSHEY'S MINATURES IN HIS HAND... AND PROCEEDED TO TRY TO FORCE THEM IN MY MOUTH !!!! I resisted of course, so He THREW THEM AT MY FACE... ALONG WITH A WADDED UP PAPER TOWEL, TOO !!!!! THEN HE KEPT SCREAMING LIKE A MAD-MAN... SCREAMING AT ME... " FAT PIG... GET OVER THERE NOW ! AND HERE... EAT ALL OF THIS, YOU FUC*ING FAT PIG ! "He had slammed down a tupperware type of bowl He had with Hershey's Minatures in it, on the Computer Table by the Monitor... At this POINT... THANKFULLY... He mumbled a few other nasty things, and finally went to bed !
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Please, your safety first dear ! If I can take care of 5 llamas and myself with OS in my back,knees and ankles plus other problems,I know you can find a way too. You don\'t need more stress !!
Thanks llama... You are Very Right, of course. I definitely DON\'T need More Stress !! With having High Blood Pressure, Asthma, and Severe Osteoarthritis in Both of My Knees, I\'d say I DON\'T need ANYTHING, OR ANYONE, adding to that ! IF Anything, IF He TRULY LOVED ME as He always SAYS He does, then He\'d be a Heck of a LOT More Caring, and He\'d be COMPASSIONATE rather than so HATEFUL at times.
call the police and get him out of the house . you do not have to take this abuse . please call the police asap