parkinsons and confessions
Today. I think l gained a little insight into myself....... Insight about why l have not told anyone l have pd..
I think these are the reasons..........First time needing real help...... I was in an abusive, terribly abusive marriage for 16 years, and l had so many so called friends and acquaintances tell me, they would help me....... Truth was help never came, support also never came. I had to do the escape , all alone, at my lowest point. I thought then, people are full of false promises and lies.
The second time l needed help in my life was when l had a foot operation, and was unable to walk , for a couple of months , I needed help with food shopping, home duties etc....... i received false promises of help from my friends which never came, i only receieved help from my aging mother (god bless her soul).......
So what will change when l confess l have pd, I am not going to get help from anyone. This is the big confession, l have pd, and I might need a little bit of help/
My honsest thought is if no one ever bothered to help me with the other big things in my life,,,,,,,, and this is the big biggest challenge i face. Well I know l will face it alone, as l have faced everything else, and that is the truth
People are all to caught up with themselves, and that is the truth.......... I honestly think I am doing my self an honest favour, with not believing that anyone really cares.
On line l have many friends, but in the real world NONE, and it is okay
I think these are the reasons..........First time needing real help...... I was in an abusive, terribly abusive marriage for 16 years, and l had so many so called friends and acquaintances tell me, they would help me....... Truth was help never came, support also never came. I had to do the escape , all alone, at my lowest point. I thought then, people are full of false promises and lies.
The second time l needed help in my life was when l had a foot operation, and was unable to walk , for a couple of months , I needed help with food shopping, home duties etc....... i received false promises of help from my friends which never came, i only receieved help from my aging mother (god bless her soul).......
So what will change when l confess l have pd, I am not going to get help from anyone. This is the big confession, l have pd, and I might need a little bit of help/
My honsest thought is if no one ever bothered to help me with the other big things in my life,,,,,,,, and this is the big biggest challenge i face. Well I know l will face it alone, as l have faced everything else, and that is the truth
People are all to caught up with themselves, and that is the truth.......... I honestly think I am doing my self an honest favour, with not believing that anyone really cares.
On line l have many friends, but in the real world NONE, and it is okay
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