parents..............

so i explained to my parents the reason why i have two therapists....and then today i got this letter in the mail from the new insurance saying a bunch of stuff and it said,"if you are going to be receiving care from your current therapist AFTER june 1st 2012 then contatc us" etc. etc.....so i asked my parents if i had to call them and they looked at me confused.....so i explained AGAIN that i am seeing my current therapist after she is out of network, once a month, and they were shocked.....they asked what the purpose of that was, like they had no idea!!!!! it made me angry.....and then they brought up money again!!! they know it's a HUGE trigger for me!!!!!!! all i heard was,"money, not enough money, money, money,money...." and my dad said,"we're not trying to put a price on it, but....we hafta start budegeting our money..." and i got my first paycheck today, so i said,"well i can pay for a visit..." so my mom said,"well maybe you can pay for one visit a month and then we can pay for the other visits...." it just made me feel so...so....unimportant, childish, like a bitch, like i'm stealing their money away and that i'm not taken seriously.....i HATE this!!!!!