PARANOIA

Life with paranoia is so hard I had a house but was afraid to go out but see I was afraid somebody would put drugs in the flat so my conclusion was just have no property but I am NOT HOMELESS I LIVE IN HOTELS but I went to one hotel day 3 someone came in my room I never left again only 1 time at most so I ordered food it cost 10 pound for bread peanut butter and a pot noodles I left to a different hotel I felt followed the whole way here the coach station rang police on me and I pressed the security alarm on the second coach .then I got here to a dodgy hotel they followed me everywhere I left 2 days early there is no keys there dangerous but I can't get the keys to them I had an ambulance pick me up plan was they'll come in remove me safely but a taxi came I got in taxi..now I'm in another hotel im Terryfied to go outside but I think ill need cheap food tomorrow but it will be terrifying I could not possibly get to any shop with out being followed anywhere in England thats 3 city's in 3 weeks its impossible I feel followed all day everyday the second I go out it DOES NOT MATTER WHERE I GO . But its funny like I spent so long as like a successful homeless a real year with no tent and I never slept in the same place but see I dont like being homeless I am not I stay in hotels it makes me angry when ppl think I'm homeless