Painful Memory

Every since i was in the 3rd grade, i was the kid who got picked on alot. I was mostly bullied by boys. They are the reasons why i have low self esteem well at least part of it. I was threatend at one point in grade school, he said he break my glasses. i would get stared at and laughed at, and one time this guy pretended to like me. It goes only so far, to make someone feel this way. I was terrified, i was so scared i didnt want to go back to school. I was even picked on when i was in kindergarden/first grade. I was at a day care center and this guy looked like he was much older than me, he grabbed me by the arm and the way he let go, it was painful, he pratically slammed it.  High school wasnt too terrible thank goodness, but then my sister happened to be picked on by a guy , he called her turkey sub. I went through alot growing up, being teased and tormented, abused, but having to see my sister go through it, its alot more painful, i dont want my sister to have to go through what i did and i feel like i cant protect her from it.