pained n confused

well the last week has been really stressful for me, and i thought that the title of this journal entry should be called "pained and confused". I found out this week that my landlord is making me move because she's selling her property and the house so i am having to relocate which happens to be further from town but it's a nicer place in a way. 

I start a new job tomorrow which I am in a way looking forward to because once again I will have some money again, or at least I hope. I have to be at work at 7am tomorrow and I get off at 3. every since the middle of last week, i have not been feeling like myself and it's confusing me and scaring me at the same time. All i can say is I hate having two anxiety disorders. I would love to be my old self again, which loved to have fun and didnt let her anxiety run her life.