Pain, pain, go away...

...but then again, pain is part of life, and I am not ready to die yet. I want to live.
However, livimg sure bites right now. I have the physical pain with this fibromyalgia, the emotional pain with the decline of my marriage, the pschological pain of not being able to function as well, as mother and employee, and the mental pain of trying to keep everything straight in all of this.
Whew! I used to see a rainbow in every dreary day. Now all I see is rain.
I am just waiting for the vibrant, hopeful woman I was to come back.