Pain omg this Fibro
As the old gospel song says,"Oh I'm tired and so weary but I must travel on, til the Lord comes and calls, calls me away, oh yea". There is so very much pain in this body from head to toe. I am honestly as tired of it as I possibly can be. I would like to scream, stomp, cry, curse and throw things at the wall. There were times in the past I did all that. How do I stay so calm anymore? Actually, it's more like dull and half dead. I was ready for bed 2 hours ago but have no energy to just walk over there to my room. Fatigue from Fibro is not really fatigue. It is more like fatigued, lethargic, exhausted, tired, weary and sleep deprived all rolled together. I always feel like I have a mild to severe hangover or a touch of the Flu or that I have a bad Flu. You wake and just know that several dump trucks ran over you in the night. My muscles and joints are screaming and I don't know how to help them. Nausea. Unexplained, the gastro doc could find no reason for this 9 year long severe nausea spell I am having. Dumb, oh how Fibro has made me dumb, has impaired my brain. Frustration, oh yes my good buddy that never goes away. Arghhh, I just feel so crappy right now. Sherry
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