Pain and Tiredness

Joint pain all over and seemingly about equal on both sides. Tired all the time.  Liver's in good shape except for 50% fatty.  The pain in both feet, both knees, both shoulders, both thumbs.  I think Hep C 1A is eating my brain.  I blank out all the time and can barely think.  It's fun at work.  I have difficulty with names and if somebody surprises me with a question I never know the answer.  I blank out.  It's hard to meet and/or talk to people because people always ask questions.  How's it going? they ask.  Should I just say "OK" or tell them how it's really going?  Or, I go "Hi, ??????"  Can't remember their name for about ten seconds.  Sorry about all the complaints, but who else can I talk to?  I'm addicted to the pain meds they give me.  Might as well admit it.  I can't stop.  The pain's getting worse, not better.  Hi, fellow heppers!  I know I haven't been around for a while.  Hugs to all.  I wish I could meet with all of you in the flesh.  I'm waiting for a guaranteed cure before I go through Peg/Riba plus whatever again.  I pray that I will see every one of you in a place of ultimate beauty and bliss one day.  I'm crazy, hep is eating my brain.  I'm crazy, in a lot of pain.  Give me a needle to ease my woes, and I'll punch you in the nose.  The Medical profession gave it to me, and now they think they can cure me.  The doctors can take their Riba, and snort it up their nose.