pain and frustration

everything hurts lately, even my ankle. really starting to frustrate me because I have no idea what to do or who to go to about this anymore. my memory has also gotten really bad. my short term memory is almost completely shot and this is just driving me nuts. I was so frustrated the other day about it that I almost punched a hole in my wall. 
 
meanwhile still trying to figure out who I am. I have so many dif groups of friends that I just really don't know who I am because I act differently in each group depending on who is there. I'm not being myself, heck I don't even know who I am anymore