Packing to go see my mom

I'm just getting the final things together to go see my mom. I went to the psych today and they started me on Depakote. My weight yesterday was 249.0 so we will see how the Depakote makes me feel. They also increased my Risperdal as well. Hopefully with these new med changes I will be feeling better. I'm worried about my weight, but I know that I have to get better and that has to be my primary focus. 
I ran a bunch of errands today, just wrapping up things before I leave tomorrow. I'm probably going to write my journal on the train and then post it when I get to my mom's if I can. I *am* going to get my 30 journals in, even if I have to post them a day late. My mood is okay- I'm not up or down, I'm just really tired and ready to go to sleep now. 
Food- I ate some more of that random ramen/sour cream stuff this morning, a cup of coffee and some oatmeal for breakfast, a lamb gyro for lunch and regular dinner. I did good on water today, got in over 50 ounces. I also had a large Coke (I was going to get diet, but the guy just handed me the cup and I didn't want to make a fuss) and drank all of that too. 
Sleep? What's that? I got 5 hours last night I think.. I got up at 4am. I got up, showered, ate, had my coffee, saw the doctor, went to another doctor to drop off something, and then stopped by 2 pharmacies to pick up various medicines. I got home around 3pm (after leaving before 8am) and slept from 4pm to 6pm. I'm tired now, so I'm pretty sure I'm going to sleep well tonight. I have to be up a bit early tomorrow, but it's not as bad as last time (I had to leave by 6am, tomorrow I have to leave by 9:15am). I'm going to take my pills and just go to sleep and hope everything works out for the best.



I hooe you managed some much needed sleep. Have a safe trip.