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Hello jounral,   It was my wee nephew roberts 6th birthday on tuesday but he had his party in the local sports centre today. I popped in for a while and csught up with some friends, and the usual quesrions happened.....when are you going to have kids........it seems as if everyone is as impatient as me to start a family but there is one thing in my  way at the moment...mick.I understand to an extent where he is coming from...he wants extra security and a bigger house first...but i have put it on hold now for a few years and im not getting any younger.  To be honest it scares the shit out of me incase my anxiety overloads, but it is a path i am going to have to cross because i really want kids.........preferably before im forty........ttfn xx