poem!!

inside i am screamingin my sleep i am not dreaminginside i am cryingin my sleep i am dyingi cant stand it anymorei want to run out the doorand never come backi just want to relaxi want to be happymy friends are starting to seethey say ive been acting like a b*tchhearing that makes me twitchthey say ive been acting depressedthis isnt acting its stressi want to believe in a better worldwhere good things do happen to good boys and girlsbut in this onethere is no sunin this one my hope is gonei am just a pawnon the giant chess board of lifeand i cant sleep through the nighti am tired and lonelyexpired and not mei am confused and sadbruised and madused and hadi no longer existin this world thats so missedi am  in exile, and outcastabused by a pedophile and wont lastthis world is too harshand i want to marchto the new world that people have dreamed about